Why do I get yelled at so much? I try to do my best and it's not like I want to screw everyone else's life up anyway. The yelling does not help. I rub my eyes, but the tears keep rolling on out.
No one has time for me anymore. When others want time for me, it's like I run away. I am scared of people themselves. It's weird.
I took at least ten depression quizzes today and they all say that I should seek help especially if I answered yes to whether or not I think about death a lot. I do though and I don't understand why other people don't think about death a lot. I don't understand why people can be sooooo happyyyy allllll the timmmme. Life is a racetrack, and I am the one who gets the worst injuries with the worst dents. I suck at life. Period.
Thursday, March 30, 2006
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
hmmm.... well I have decided to write a mini bio about how I really am, because on myspace and such, I do not tell the truth.
So let's start:
Lie. Cheat. Stupid. Weird. Scared of guys. Cry easily. Depressed. Weird. Don't really want a boyfriend at all! Take things personally. Full schedule all the time. Think about death a lot. Wanna die or no? Mixed up. Imbalanced. Smart. Jealous. Crazy. Never been kissed. Party pooper. Personal. Secretive. Private.Confused. I love black secretly. Alone. Home=love. I love staying home.
So let's start:
Lie. Cheat. Stupid. Weird. Scared of guys. Cry easily. Depressed. Weird. Don't really want a boyfriend at all! Take things personally. Full schedule all the time. Think about death a lot. Wanna die or no? Mixed up. Imbalanced. Smart. Jealous. Crazy. Never been kissed. Party pooper. Personal. Secretive. Private.Confused. I love black secretly. Alone. Home=love. I love staying home.
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Listette
Everything wrong with me:
-I make people feel bad when I don't realize it
-I forget EVERYTHING
-People forget about me
-I am a bad student in English and History
-I cry too much
-I procrastinate
-I can't control myself from yummy unhealthy foods
-I am fat
-I am very pale
-I have greasy skin
-I have narrow shoulders and a big butt
-I play stupid games on the internet instead of doing homework
-I am really bad at equitation
-I don't have my own car
-I have to have jaw surgery this summer because my teeth are stupid looking
-Good guys don't like me
-People don't understand me
-my parents think I am fat, but don't admit it
ok that's all for now... I am sure I will come up with more though later.
I must ask the question: Am I stuck up?
-I make people feel bad when I don't realize it
-I forget EVERYTHING
-People forget about me
-I am a bad student in English and History
-I cry too much
-I procrastinate
-I can't control myself from yummy unhealthy foods
-I am fat
-I am very pale
-I have greasy skin
-I have narrow shoulders and a big butt
-I play stupid games on the internet instead of doing homework
-I am really bad at equitation
-I don't have my own car
-I have to have jaw surgery this summer because my teeth are stupid looking
-Good guys don't like me
-People don't understand me
-my parents think I am fat, but don't admit it
ok that's all for now... I am sure I will come up with more though later.
I must ask the question: Am I stuck up?
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