why do I never feel good enough?

I try my best to be the best friend that I can be but for some reason people don't see me as one of their best friends. I have a few, but not many. For once I want to be appreciated. I wish there was a way. But I'll get over it and just give up one day.

Sometimes I think people use me to make fun of but I am never quite sure. Maybe I'm just paranoid.