in college now

Well I am in college now, it's quite the experience. I am having fun, a bit lonely at times but fun. All the guys here want is sex it seems like so it is quite frustrating. I have given up and I just don't care right now. Maybe one day I will be loved and appreciated. My friends are good but I need a relationship, I'm tired of being single because it just sucks when everyone around you talks about their boyfriends and girlfriends. Sometimes it makes me feel not up to par. Nobody knows much about the way I feel about wanting a boyfriend but that's okay. I have talked to friends though before numerous times about how boys here only want sex so it's not an unknown fact. I have kissed four guys since I have been here but still they don't lead to anything else. Oh well I hope to someday find someone. I know that I will but it still seems like a fantasy and so unreal to me. I guess it's just wait and see what happens.